I’m in a complete funk.
You could call it writer’s block.
Or what feels like the onset of depression.
So, I haven’t really blogged.
I haven’t shared many small moments, or things that brought me joy, or much, for that matter.
I just haven’t had it in me to write.
But, I know that in order to get back to it, I have to just get something down, even if it doesn’t make much sense.
So, here’s some of what’s swirling around in my brain right now…
I need to learn to take on less…to say “no” more often.
Apologies, even when heartfelt and accompanied with regret, aren’t always accepted. And I have to be okay with that.
This baby that we want so desperately may never come.
Far too many small moments have been slipping right through my fingers and I’ve felt powerless to stop them.
There hasn’t been nearly enough music, laughter, ice cream, finger painting, and squealing lately.
Everything just feels big. And heavy.
And that has to change.
Please bear with me as I regroup and refocus a bit.
I’ll get it together…I promise.